Shenzhen Notes 1: I promised N I'd pull myself together and get back to my old life. Though things took an unexpected turn, dwelling on regrets won't help. So I forced myself out of the negativity and started observing my surroundings with fresh senses, feeling the rhythm of this different environment, and slowly moving forward again after being stuck for so long. Last night, for the first time in 20 days, I actually watched local TV, but ended up on the more familiar Phoenix Chinese Channel, watching 'A Date with Luyu'—it relaxed me and let me sense some similar and different perspectives here. Yesterday was also a rare day not rushing on a company project; I thought about going out, but somehow ended up spending the whole day in the hotel again.
